useless

people misunderstanding, i don't blame them. but if they are misjudging then its their problem.
i get nervous sometimes, most probably emotionally unstable. thanks for not understanding.

Berata seni nya aku di bumi ALLAH.

ya ALLAH;

kurnian kan lah aku rezeki yang melimpah ruah, 

tunjukkan lah aku lubuk harta mu

ya tuhan ku,

agar dapat aku berbakti pada ibubapa ku,

dan dapat jua aku membantu

menyalur bakti kepada yang lebih memerlukan.

ya ALLAH,

jauhkan aku dari rasa tamak dan gelap hati,

terangkan lah hati ini seperti mana kau terangkan hati-hati para syuhada mu,

tiup kan lah rasa keinsafan serta rasa kesyukuran

atas setiap rezeki dan kesenangan yang kau kurniakan pada ku.

ya ALLAH,

jangan kau duga aku atas apa yang tidak dapat aku tanggung,

sesungguh nya kaulah yang maha mengetahui jua.

i like the old fashion

i know technology had bring us much mobility and flexibility,
but i prefer the old way, using pen and paper.
after all what is class without stationary!

to do or to die

Hate me, i dont bother.
i do nasty music but i dont do nasty stuff
anymore.
dont judge me
becouse
 i dont even care about your judgement nor judging you.

21

On 4th

I dont want much, because i have been through this day for every single 20 year of my life time.
But for this year, all i need is a change and just for once please have faith on me.
I know it is not an easy things to wish for yet a wonderful present one can gave.

I promised my self, im going to make a change and i want it to be real, i plead my self guilty before and now i need,will and try to change. To much time have gone to waste and i be nothing but a loser, but this time no more. I realize all the damage that have been done and change is a must. I cant afford to see the people whom i love bear the heartache and frustration of my failure.

I pray to God, let this change be forever. INSYAALLAH.

Its all a lie after all.

I really thought you were the one
It was over before it begun
It's so hard for me to walk away
But I know I can't stay

You're beautiful and crazy too
Maybe that's why I fell into you
Even though you would pretend to be
You were never with me

So it's over yeah we're through, so I'll unfriend you
You're the best liar ever knew, so Imma unfriend you
cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

I thought in time that you could change
And my time and love would heal the pain
And I didn't want this day to come
But now all I feel is numb

So it's over yeah we're through, so Imma unfriend you
You're the best liar ever knew, so Imma unfriend you
cause I should have known, right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah it's over, my last move is to unfriend you

You come on to everybody
Everybody all the time
You give up to anybody
What I thought was only mine

So it's over now we're through, so I'll unfriend you
You're the best liar I ever knew, so I will unfriend you
'Cause I should have known, right from the start
That you didn't have a human heart
Yeah it's over my last move is to unfriend you
Unfriend you

So I'll unfriend you
Unfriend you 



ps/ i should have done this all the way before..

Kun Faya Kun

ive once cry and never want to believe in my fate and lose faith on my ability.

But Allah finally make it happen, Alhamdulilah.

Now im still bold and brave taking another challenging step into the risky road.

i will always remember in my mind of what had happen, and how Allah make it all possible to me.