swollen eyes

tired. too tired for this shit.
so many tears has drop and yet dry.
why dont i just leave?

so that no more of this tiering shit

dah la, penat dah ni nages,.

mata pon dah naik lebam.

pada muka aku kan.

hihi

ok, 

sekarang aku dah dapat jawapan.

so takpayah nages-nages lagi.

aku cuma nak lompat tinggi-tinggi sampai langit ke 7.

boley?

boley belah..

lalalala

xoxo

thaks ciq!!!

do you remember?

please dont leave me.

for you i bleed my self dry..

when i know that things are not happen as planned,

when joys turn into tears.

when friends do fight over.

when lover need to say good bye.

when i really knew maybe it was my mistakes.

when i drop down to earth and cry.

sometimes i really wish i can turn back to times,

when time are really good.

at the moment where i am closed with the person whom i really loved.

where i think that they are my everything that i ever wish i had in my life.

but time and people much envy me,

for the gift that god gave me..

which is them.

and slowly, they slips away from my my life.
silently..not with a single sound.

and again, i am being left alone.,broken and fragile.
becouse i really need..them.

the girl in the dress with a mess

once, she is just a girl.

naughty and unpredictable.

she try anything and do everything to pleased herself.

she is brave enough to walk in the dark,

and even talk to stranger.

for her, the world is just so big to be scared off.

there she go,

wondering and wanting the world.

when it gets too tough for her to handle,

she will just cry.

as hard as she can and still,she walk and stand strong.

now, the girl once is in a mess

change into a bold lady in a red stilettoed.

always looking on the brighter side of the life.

as if i care its valentine

i love you

for the way you are.

for the way

you make me smile.

for the way

you make laugh.

for the way

you make me cry.

but

i still like you,

i still miss you.

like before..

something to start with.

a walk to remember,
a picture to capture,
a hands to hold,
a friend to love,
a love to share.

a tears to wipe,
a shoulder to cry on,
a problem to solve,
an odds to walk against,

tell the world how you needed them so much
and scream it out loud.

invincible and unnoticeable.

i wish you look that way,
you beautiful eyes looking deeper to mine.

telling me most than any word could says.

you don't even know im alive,
all i have been is invincible to you.

separuh nyawa aku mencuba.

again lost.,

being swept away by emotion.

just cant keep it away from my thought

it will always remain there

someplace special in my heart.

now

im stopping to believe that everything will be alright in the end.

just need some time to regain my strength.

because its him who take it all away from me.