The war that never won

tell me something that i dont know,

please

no more lying.

im sick of it

no more fake smile

no more falls hope

tell  me the truth

lead me to the reality

confess to me about all the lies between you and me,

 stop arguing,

because its sickening

stop screaming

because im deaf,

stop crying 

because im  blind, 

stop kindness 

because im heartless,

give me a reason to stand strong,

give me reason to speak up,

give me reason to smile,

give me reason to laugh,

give me reason to lead a normal life.

just shot me straight to the heart.

because im lifeless

stop me from bleeding much deeper.

dont save me 

because i am already dying

dont cry for me because im not worth for the tears

but please smile because im worth for the joy.

just let this soul die,

and change it with a new one.

kenapa jadi macam ni ye?

saya minyak maaf.

tapi saya terpaksa cakap.

saya pun tak tahu kenapa jadi macam ni.

tiba-tiba je.

dah perasaan tu datang tiba-tiba takkan saya nak paksa kan?

iye awak, tiba-tiba je rasa terkilan.

saya sedih.

maafkan saya ye kalau saya merajuk tak tentu pasal.

bukan niat saya.

hati dan perasaan saya ni sangat sensetif.

tak tau kenapa.

baru-baru ni je,

sebelum ni tak pon.

mungkin semuanya berlaku terlalu cepat.

saya sendiri pon tak sempat nak biasa kan diri dengan keadaan.