Oh freshie!

semester baru and aku dah jumpe junior aku either kat kolej mahu pun di hostel.
okey and aku adalah Pergi visit hostel lately ni untuk buat laundy and ape yang aku nampak among freshie ni adala, um some of them are too emo. starting dari rambut hingga lah ke makeup. OMG um ade lagi ek scene emo ni.
and the other thing yang aku realise is some of them kan sangat lah bajet DIVA, oke lah if you nak pakai kebaya nyonya, but with those dazzling acessories kan sangat lah unapropriate. well i wonder why. Not just that, there is also some of them yang macam lah best kan., well i just cant stop seeing their naive faces. yuck! a good pretender. ouh, aku bukan sengaja nak memangkah orang taw, tapi mereka membuat kan aku sangat teruja untuk menulis blog tentang these freshie.

p/s: ouh to my beloved junior, ini kolej okey bukan lah universities and what so ever, so try to adapt and stick to it, last word..enjoy your junior year!

thru all the fear

a friend in need is a friend indeed, u hold my hand when im down to the earth and surely i will be your friend whenever you need, through all the hardship.

we sail together thru this ocean of challenge

even when you thought that i am giving up half way, yes i do. but doesn't mean that i will left you to be alone in your journey. maybe we walk different way but we share the same belief that we are still friend no matter what.

dear, u too know that life is all about facing a challenge to be successful.
only god knows how much i love you friends.

back again

starting of a new semeseter.
hari pendaftaran dah lepas dan sekarang tinggal tunggu kelas untuk bermula.
gosh! masa hari pendaftaran tuh aku sengaja datang lambat. everything seems fine, sampai lah aku realise yang aku takda slip pra pendaftaran subjek (PPS), hah amek kau, aku tak dibenarkan mendaftar, so aku pon pergilah ke cyber cafe yang terdekat just nak buat PPS bangang tu. oke sangat membazir lah.

then habis mendaftar aku pon balik lah ke rumah aku yang tercinta nun kat sec7 bangi tu.
wee best gila lah this sem duduk rumah sendiri, sangat berbeza dari kene duduk kat hostel buruk KPTM yang dah macam nak runtuh tu. sorry la ye junior2 ku yang kene duduk kat apartment kos murah di bangiladesh tu. kesian korang,.eh kalau nak kua dari hostel tu meh la join rumah saya yang best ni.,hahha.

for collage pulak, um semua nampak biasa je. nothings change, macam makin mantap la sebab parking lot dah bertambah. tapi aku mcam takda harapan je nak dapat parking kat dalam. haish.,tak best nya. lepas ni everything back like usual, bangun pagi-pagi kena pergi kolej and balik petang. malam pon kena study. yela pointer nak kena maintain.

wah taksabar nya nak start kelas.

''itu pun kalau kau rasa kau adalah antara yang fuckin' good at what you do.

dan kau tidak perlu untuk jadi yang paling bijaksana atau paling gempak pun untuk menjadi seseorang yang fuckin' good at what you do. letak 100% passion, jiwa dan raga engkau dalam apa2 yang kau buat, sudah cukup.''

kata yang aku pinjam, untuk renungan dan kegunaan di masa hadapan.

aku percaya yang aku tak perlu jadi perfect untuk berjaya dalam hidup, tapi andai aku berusaha dan sabar kejayaan pasti ada untuk aku.

aku mahu cemerlang dan aku mahu berjaya namun aku bukan sempurna.

apa yang aku usaha kan hari ini adalah untuk masa hadapan.

berjuang sekarang demi kemenangan esok.

sometimes love comes around

you make me cry but you also make me smile,
you make me warm and you always melt my heart with your funny faces.
you make me sleep in you arms.

when i saw you, i stumble half way.
i just want to turn back but i realize that you are my destiny.
and that's why i keep running back to you.
i feel safe with you especially when i am in your arms,
i cant forget your smiles, yet your voice and your laughter.
your are worth fighting for because i just knew it was you that my heart belongs to.

i wont let you go..

15 minute worth talking to..

i cry, and cry and still crying.
for something that i knew it was my mistake,
its not him or her but me instead.
love to be hug, love to be cuddle when it was you.
but i know now it wont happen again.

at that moment i remember someone,
then i pick up the phone,.
it was you there, listening patiently 4 me to cry.
becouse you know that i wont stop crying, for the mistakes that i done.
and when you talk your words start makes me smile, and later you start to make me lough.
oh dear,
you know me inside out and you just know the right words to say at the right moment.
how i am glad that you are my friends.

i remember back then those time when i call you just to cry,
and you always call me a cry baby,
oh, such a shame.
becouse i cant change the fact that i love to cry.
dear,
with you by my side i will always be a cry baby.

thing that we share,
stories that we lough with and silly friend that we have,
all will remain fresh in my memories.

you wipe my tears away
and you make me smile again.,
thanx!

a tribute to all my friend especially Muhammad Nur Fikri Firazan.

just love it

i love it when we cuddle.
i love it when we snuggle.
i love it when you care.

i love it when we hugs each other.
i love it when you kiss me in the cheeks.
i love it when we lough.
i love it when we fight.

and i just love it when we kiss.
and i even more love it when it was you.

i do say that i love you.