i am decided.

its all about life again,
nothing to fear because there is nothing left.

i am trying as hard as i can.
but it just dont work.

so i am letting it off..
closed for now and until times let it open.

i am tired of crying and i am tired of trying.
guess i am better off alone.,
taking the path that i am supposed to take,.

i am staying strong, and praying.
it is the best i can do from making things worst.